Going "Home"

This weekend I am going " Home".I'm not technically going home. I've realized while being away, that home is where my family is. Home is where I feel most comfortable. I'm actually going to the beach. What a typical thing to do for Memorial day weekend right? (never realized how odd that sounds.. memorial DAY weekend.) We have had a small beach house at Emerald Isle for about seven years and it has always felt like a sort of haven. Hopefully I will have time for some much needed relaxation and reflection.

College, so far, has been fun, but I can't help but feel this creeping sense of confusion. Where are my friends from high school right now? Will these classes help me become what I want to be someday? What DO I want to become? Will I meet people that I like as much as my friends I have known for most of my life from my last school?  How am I going to eat healthy while staring at all of these delicious Meredith desserts?  ^.^

I have so many questions! I have realized though that these things will only be answered with time.

So I'm moving forward , hoping to find some answers along the way. I think I just need some time for myself, I need to eat some home-cooked food and veg out on the beach. Heres' to hoping I come back with a clear head.